Okay, enough pussy footing around! I've made some major decisions in my life and the first and foremost one is to return to the old Gina. Not this pansy pussy that has been around for about two years. No more tip-toeing around shit that really irks me. If it affects baby girl in the end, it will be one more thing for her to hate me for when she grows up. I just can not continue to not be me! It is affecting my health and my sanity.
It's not that I'm a basket nut case that is going to be unleashed on society, but goddamn it I was a pretty funny and electrifying person BC...you know "before children". And I want to be that funny, non-caring of what people think, person once again!
Take for instance the other day. Baby girl, Bear and I went to Lowes for some home fixing stuff and I got the urge to be the old crazy me and guess what? It felt FABULOUS!!!! I even had Baby girl and Bear cracking up! I felt alive and vibrant! That was enough for me to say fuck it! I'm going to do it.
Will I be on best behavior? Sure when it's called for. But for the most part, I am going to be me. So for those of you that think you may know me, you've seen a hint of me. If you want to stick around and get to know the real me, please do so. I've enjoyed all the new people I've met and would like to continue on this journey of friendship.
Don't get me wrong, I've not been fake. I've not been not me, just not the me I really want and need to be.
As the saying goes, "you'll either love me or hate me."
So welcome to Gina's World 2010!
